Accomplished.

Today i had piano practice. I have a recital in 2 weeks. - On November 10th and November 17. I truly am nervous for them. I really don't want to mess up. Last week, my piano teacher scolded me for my lack of practice and lack of attendance  I was upset because piano was something i always loved and always played at. Now that i'm actually being judged and graded on it. It seems less and less like a hobby. Now it seems like a chore. I am so upset on how things used to be. My mom wont let me take a break. I feel like one of the Asians where the mother and father work them too hard. I must suck it up and start practicing more. So this week i did. I came home. I practiced. And today at piano lessons i was good. I think she was proud. No do overs this week. Im amazed and proud of my self. That feeling... I hope that it stays for a while. The feeling of accomplishment... I will try harder.

For those who are struggling with stress. Give it your all.

Once its over and you're put to the test and the teacher has nothing wrong to say,

The feeling is tremendous and relaxing to you.

Work hard to get that feeling.

Its worth it.

A Beautiful 16th Birthday

I had a great weekend with my close friends. It was Angeline's birthday so we decided to celebrate.

She wore a beautiful dress today. The blue really complimented her skin. 

She finally turned 16.

I hope she had a great birthday today <3 

 Throwing leaves up in the air like we just don't care.

I must say this looks better in the movies. I think small bits of hair are still in my hair.. I have to try to get this out..
We danced at a salsa club and had dinner at Burrito Bar And Kitchen.
They have great food overall. 

Have a good Sunday! 

As the time goes by..

I wanted to simply talk about my week this week.. Its sure been an interesting one

Monday
10 - 22 - 12

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Wearing 

Forever 21 Mint Dress

Soho oxfords

Tuesday, I had ukulele club and vocal workshop. I love how Tuesdays are my busiest days. I need to add one more club to this ! DIY here i come!
In Vocal Workshop i sang "If I Ain't got You by Alicia Keys . It was a success. I could of done better. I got a mixture of critique and commentary, I'm gonna try to work on myself! Video here!
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Wednesday

Wearing 

Vintage tribal shirt 

H&M high waist skinny jeans 

Burgandy Polo Boots

We went to go see Annie on Broadway. It was a phenomenal play! The stage set was very creative. 

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Wearing 

Oversize cream shirt 

Forever 21 Aztec leggings 

Minnetonka Chestnut Moccasins

Thursday was my school's foreign food night. Okay, this is where the three main groups of the school, (Leadership, Red Cross and Key Club) along will many other clubs and programs, make tons of food of culture and sell it. I made white rice and chicken. It turned out to be a great success. We made a lot of money. I still have leftovers  I didn't get a picture of my outfit that day but pictures coming up soon !

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Wearing

Forever 21 tan elbow patch sweater 

Burgundy harem pants 

Spiked Black Flats 

Friday was my school's Halloween carnival. It is basically an event for younger kids from 11 and down, where kids can decorate pumpkins, go through the haunted house, get candy and play much more activities. I was assigned to the pumpkin decorating booth with my friends Mitchell and Jennifer.
It was incredibly cute, I'd have to say. Seeing kids in their cute costumes and their mothers and fathers taking pictures. Even my foster siblings.

So much candy this year! We only cleared less than half! 

Our pumpkin decorating table ^ . ^ 

 This fashion girl Jessie, the only Asian that could pass up for having normal eyes around me. <3 

Always wanted to talk a picture like this for some reason. Got it <3 

Graffiti Me.

 Swagged Pictures in the Projects. 

I am in love with graffiti backgrounds. They are so REBEL and RISKY and OLD FASHIONED. I love it so much. I found this door while walking around with my friend Zipporah. I couldn't resist  I will take more pictures here. Sometimes you shouldn't just stay in the same area. Have fun and go other places. I feel really inspired to write a poem.. Coming soon.

Another beautiful day here in Brooklyn. 

Another week that i didn't post as much, i guess i just simply didn't have enough time to get to it. This week has been pretty stressful, with the PSAT's and different tests, leadership class, and different clubs. It feels really good to be involved but it can be overwhelming sometimes! I plan to get better in the managing of my time though. 

On Thursday, i came home to 2 new kids in my house. We got new foster kids! It was exciting, Because this time it was a baby (1 year old) and a little girl (5 year old) They are both so cute. So that upped my mood. 

Yesterday was my school's Halloween dance. As a part of my grade in leadership, i had to help set up and sell tickets and what not. Feels really good and the party was a huge success. 

This morning i woke up with arm sores. (I honestly don't get how) 

Pictures coming up soon! :)

Today was church, while singing i really felt a spirit in the room. I don't know, maybe it was just me. But the feedback was better. With clapping and amens. That's happens once in a blue moon! With my new foster kids, i had to change my little brother's dirty diaper continually. It was annoying but completely cute. 

Thats him! :) 

Happy Saturday! 

Shoes Collection

My shoe collection so far. This only consists of the heeled/wedged shoes i have. In 5 months i hope to have doubled or tripled the amount you see here! 

Happy Sunday! 

When i look at you

My best friend Rebecca. Even though we've gone through our ups and downs, though we are still in our own personal unsaid down. I still consider her my best friend.  Shes been there through my ups and downs. I still love her a lot. I've known her for so long and i still title her as best. I know that we will get back up there one day. I love you Rebecca. 

This picture is everything. 

Today was a good day. 

My church's five year anniversary was today. Together at AY, we talked on how we loved this church and what makes us stay and what we went through. It brought us closer. 

This morning, the windows were open, the house smelt like burnt popcorn. I shrugged it off and took a shower. Turns out, yesterday night, sometime at 1-3 o' clock in the morning, my sister woke up to several smoke alarms going off. Turns out, my dad fell asleep while making a plantain at high flame. There was smoke all over the first floor. I;m so thankful that she woke up to put the fire out. God has things happen for a reason. People are there and are notified for a reason. I'm so thankful and I thank him for allowing Marsha to wake up in the first place. 

Today got me really thinking about my ex for some reason. Though we never actually went out, i still am thinking about him. I really do miss him. But i cant give in. I've gotta be strong and continue on... I'm clueless what to do. 

Have a good Saturday! 

Jeans and a tee. A Classic

Today was a good day. The results of my chem test was a 78. I'm actually am still happy that i passed in the first place. I WILL try harder in that class. 

Today, i wore american eagle denim jeans, a white shirt, navy cardigan, and chestnut polo boots. It was a laid back day! It felt good to be in a pair of jeans though. I haven't worn them in a while. Next week it'll be back to high fashion! 

Happy Friday!